Late Night Musing

  • I’m feeling more in control of my life than I ever have. Then again, I also feel more like a person and less polite, more authentic.
  • I used to believe people’s words a lot more than I do now. I pay more attention to how their actions match it. I make better decisions as a result. It feels pretty groovy.
  • Since clearing out my space (a whole one day), it feels a lot lighter and I don’t feel as cluttered when I come home now. Since a while, I feel calm at home.
  • I have a dear friend who teaches me what close to unconditional love is and it’s coming from a more genuine spot for them than it has all these years I’ve known them because they’re not as closed off of a person as they used to be. I’m super appreciated of that.
  • My gratitude app has been helping rebuild my spirits to keep from feeling super shitty over trivial things by keeping grateful for even the smallest happy moments in my day-to-day life. Lame as shit and I’m totally ok with that.
  • I can’t wait to get my hair cut and probably permed. I fucking love a good perm game because I’m fundamentally lazy. I just need the time and it will happen.
  • Lately I’ve been writing posts and then just trashing them. But at least I’m writing?
  • Pumpkin beer season is upon us. It will be the best of me.
  • I can’t wait to get back to the gym and work towards getting stronger again. Probably redeem myself at the next meet.
  • Big things are a-coming. Get ready.
  • I’m also lowkey appreciative of the situation I’ve got going on. The level of respect for the other person while keeping it hella simple is pretty bomb. I haven’t had this much of a great time without having to think in a long, long time.

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